To the OP:
Be strong and fight / resist this temptation.
You are being tested.
Ephesians 6:10,13In conclusion be strong--not in yourselves but in the Lord, in the power of his boundless strength. Put on God's complete armor so that you can successfully resist all the devil's craftiness... that you may be able to resist evil in its day of power, and that even when you have fought to a standstill you may still stand your ground.
That said, friend, find strength and consolation in the Power of Jesus Christ.
Defeat the devil satan in this spiritual warfare that you are waging.
Strength in Jesus Christ:
Hebrews 2:18 By virtue of his own suffering under temptation he is able to help those who are exposed to temptation.
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