I live in Madrid (Spain)
No I did not stayed in Philippines
I was two times this year, but last one left me mentally exhausted
Happened lot of things that first time did not happened and I came back home stressed after 23 days of holidays hahahaha.
I needed 2 months to analize and to assimilate all that happened and forget the bad things and keep the good ones of that travel.
Now after 2 months of reflexion I feel better and I am in peace with all that happened.
As I said a lot of the culprit was mine
I left myself to get stressed and overload because of the pressure of beeing alone there this time. As well I left people to manipulate me with bad comments and all that s*** so I was there already "programmed to mess up the travel" hahahahaha
I lost the difference because of the stress of seeing grey scale I just analized happenings and people by white or black, with me or against me nothing between.
Anyway girls have it far easier than men to find a husband or bf