Miss Pam P,
Thank you so much for bearing with me during my 3rd year of high school, I know that I was not the best person to talk to. I was always putting you aside whenever you wanted to do something or whenever you called me, I would just hang up my phone because I would be embarrassed to be associated with you. My friends always mocked me for knowing you, I tried to confront them before, pero they made it so that if i continued to see you, my friendship with them would end.
My parents also did not want me to go out with a non-Filipina and that was the major reason why I did not see you after our 4th date. I never told you how strict my family was, choices were not made by my own person, but by my own parents. Please understand and please forgive me for my inability to tell you the honest to God truth.
Perhaps I was to childish to recognize this. I made you wait for a long time, and the one time when you met with me outside of John's house crying was like a knife stabbing my heart. I could not console you because I did not know how to react. You needed me to hug you then, but I did not, I walked away as you called my name, "Al, Al, dont leave me." Yet I walked away. My heart aches still remembering it. I am so sorry, Pam. I was a fool, an adolescent fool.
I haven't even talked to you since, I dont even know where you are now. Are you still in New Jersey?
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