Dear _______________,
I still cannot believe your words and your mannerisms and what you said to me that day. Sure, it's been years since then, but do you think i can forget the harshness of your tongue that was targeted to me? You know that i used to hold you in such a pedestal , perhaps it was my youthful inexperience that warranted such judgement, nevertheless, it was so.
I considered you my morning, my evening, my northern star, yet you spurned me to the side. You bewitched me, darling, truly you did, for it took me so long to get over you. Years.
Tell me, were our kisses, our romantic moments, where they nothing at all to you? Perhaps for you, but for me, as sad as it is, i still think about them even when another loves me. Lee invited you to an outing with us last month and do you know what that did to me?
How should i have known that you were coming; had i known beforehand, i would have never agreed to attend. But i do not regret seeing you, oddly enough. If i may, you have grown ever so beautiful as you graced in age. Your kindness has not changed, tho the wounds you gave me still throbs from time to time, why did you have to be so beautiful? It would have been easier for me to get over you had you been just 'average' looking.
You know, when i saw you again, you ignited something. Damn you. I hate you for this. I hate you..yet..i love you...
Why have you bewitched me again?
A.
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