To Donald, Bryan, Edwina, Nicole, Amber, John Carlan (JC),
and to my dear Robbie MatsonGuys, I can't help but allow my tears to fall
I surrender to my emotions, I drop my chest plate
I throw away my shield, and drop my lance
I expose myself to you.
Naked. To You
,
My mind cannot contain my emotions,
Do you know how much I will miss you ?
Fall 2004, I can remember unpacking my belongings
A matriculating student, homesick, emotional for my parents
Yet you all came. And made yourself available
And so we became. Good Friends. Loving Friends.
When I was grumpy, undeserving of such love, annoyed at the world,
You were there.
My Friends.
When I was happy, content, yearning, laughter unrestrained,
You were there.
My Friends.
When we grieved, this past November 2007 after the loss of our friend,
We were there for each other. Each one of us a rod to each other.
Combined, we became an unmovable tree.
So do you see?
How much I love you,
Care for you,
Adore you,
Laugh with you,
and most of all-
How much I will so dearly Miss You?
You. Each and every single one of you.
You are a part of me, my fiber, my soul.
You allowed me to express myself, open myself,
Be myself, talk as myself, release myself.
You've seen me angry, sad, restrained,
formal, unformal, gentle-like.
Dressed, Naked, Reposed, Assured, Secured.
So now do you know why it is so hard to say goodbye?
Its not everyday when a man is allowed to say these things,
experience these things, these passions that dance within my chest.
So I'm trying to be positive, to be happy, my best.
But truly, and totally I cannot hold back the tears from falling
Falling down my face. As I remember how much we have been through.
That is why. I Love You. Linkback:
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