Hmm, I didn't show feelings outwardly. When we broke up siya man ning hilak, ako wa ko ning hilak. Na suko baya ko kaayo because she was the one that wanted to 'take it easy' kono before ning start me sa college. So for me, I didn't know why ning hilak siya, kai siya man ning initiate. I only agreed kai gusto man siya. Confusing no?
I didn't take it easily kai she was my first gf and the one that I had such strong feelings for. Freshman year was hard kai she would still call me and mo talk as if we were still 'close'. Of course ma suko ko kai i would get very jealous whenever i heard she was dating one guy or whatever. I didnt really get over her until late in sophomore year. I mean, i never showed my feelings sa outside, pero of course mo hilak gud ko, the first 4 months were really bad. I really disliked women after the break up. A phase ra sigoro to kai eventually i opened up again.
I've dated here and there, had short relationships since then but have never had another serious relationship kai I fear of being hurt again. Sakit ang dughan kaayo if i-break up, me-thinks. Specially when men don't show it, they're usually taking it really bad.
But whatever, i guess its a life experience.
Hmmp
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