i thought that i shall never hear
a word so piercing there came a tear
when uttered it somewhat stabbed my heart
it felt like a sudden single shot
i think it was my fault maybe
i should've hushed and let it be
and yet i wanted for that word be told
for a confirmation of what i have no hold
what hurts me most is the sincerity of its sound
what hurts me is the amount of guilt i found
it all was seen in the tears of those eyes
it all was heard by the sound of the cries
worst of all i need to set these feelings aside
cause there's no more place for my beloved pride
i don't know what caused me to be this good
but for this person i immediately could
but it's all right though i'm not okay
cause i still have to live my everyday
but let it be known that slowly, im dying
cause my emotions, my wholeness, they're all breaking
and now that i heard the most painful word
it brought my life to it's own solitude
i'll never forget how i was able to carry
the moment i heard my "pengyo" said "im sorry"
can you imagine the pain i felt?
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