Dear J****,
I've been listening to these songs all evening. My neighbors are probably sick of hearing them, but for now it helps me remember you. If I close my eyes and listen long enough, I can feel you here listening with me. I havent been kissed in so long. Dont be supprised if i break down the next time that I see you. Hopefully that time you can stay and I wont have to worry about you not eating right or drinking too much. I just want to see you. Im tired of being alone.
Let's go home, so we can continue our scrabble games and I can watch you eat the dinner I made. Our shows are waiting for us and we can talk about what happened at work until we decide to call it a night and I'll fall asleep in your arms. I miss your arms and your lips,
and your smell on the sheets and in my hair.
I havent been sleeping well lately. Thoughts of you have been haunting me, or it could just be that I am not used to sleeping alone. It has been half a year and I'm still not used to being by myself. I am in a coccoon, waiting for the day that we can be together. Waiting for the day that you will come home to me. Come home to me. Come home.
With fire,
D*
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