To be honest, Yes. I do. I know it's not logical and I know it's not practical. However, I do. It's weird, eh? My actions around them are very civil, even share a smile or so, but I act quite "distant" around them.
When I saw an xgf, one who I really loved, it was she who broke up with me, with her then-fiance, I was quite distant around her. I kept on observing this new man of hers. I wanted to see who she picked over me.
When it was time to say good bye, I mustered enough strength to kiss her good bye. When I embraced her, she whispered to my ears, "It's good to see you again, Bran. You know that I will always love you, Bran."
That was more pain to my heart.
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