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statesville?
im confused as to who you are...
first you say linv's mom is in america...
i think i remember where she is...
then you tell me you just came back from vacation in cebu...


but if proof is what you need...
well i can say how i met linv's mom and her dad...

linv's mom...
well i was driving a black truck...
and dropped linv off outside her house...
right at the gate was a lady...

linv tells me its her sister...
actually linv liked to put me in awkward situations like that...
she likes to see me being nervous...

it turns out the lady was her mom...
her mom instantly knew i was a fil-am...
the funny part is what she said to linv...
"tambokikoy !!"
i also think she added a word right after that...
"kaayo"

i wasnt insulted
boo was laughing and big smiles...
and i was like...
yeah im a bit fat.

that was a funny moment...

then i met vincent at shakeys...
now... he was looking directly at linv...
and he should...
of course i was just a guy...
he knew nothing about me and really it seemed like he didnt care...

but i was holding on strong to linv's hand under the table....
i was as respectable as i can...
i mean how do you present yourself to the father of your girlfriend ??
its just really tough...
but i planned on letting vincent know that i can take care of linv.

i was living with linv for 9 months...

after a while vincents hard gaze eased up a bit...
i had a feeling he could see stability in me...
just a stand up person...
i never treated her bad...
i respected her very much.
of course i love her very much as well...

before i left i wanted to tell them both that i was going to marry linv.



ok so if you need more proof...
i can tell a bunch of things that happened.
but i think you know its me...


now about why i am here...
lykhan...
i need to talk to him...

its been a hard 3 years for all of us that loved linv so much.
i feel that i can talk to him...
and help him out of his invisible prison of sorrow.

why would lykhan listen to me?
well, i always thought he did because he asks me a lot of questions...
and i had answers...
to me lykhan is a cool kid...

i think i have an answer for his sorrow...

he knew english pretty well back then...
i hope he's not rusty.



to the family of linv.
i deeply apologize...
linv was the 1 i wanted to marry.
she was the love of my life...

linv was really smart and funny and super beautiful with the most gracious attitude.
she had a million traits about her that made her amazing...
not only that but her son is super cool...


i hope ya'll are doing well.
lykhan... i havent forgotten you.
i think linv wanted me to tell you a few things.

What to say...

its been 3 years and i still think about linv all the time...
she's the source of my happiness.
i love her still to this day.
i was so close to marrying her.


i have no idea what to tell lykhan...
i should have stayed there but i wanted to make a better life for her and lykhan here in america.
all i had to do was buy her a plane ticket.
i had a place and a car ready for when she and lykhan arrived here.
she got her passport 2 weeks later.

i wonder if lykhan hates me.
i would have gladly lived with linv in cebu.
and i would protect her with my life.
we were happy.
i love both of them.
i still wonder if lykhan likes dinosaurs.

i like to think that she still lives through me.
her memories i keep alive.
i can tell stories about me and her and lykhan easily.
especially how i met her mother for the first time...
or how i met lykhan for the first time...
linv told me he didnt like the water...
but he was cool about it when i was there.
pickin up shellfish...
some of them look pre historic.
he brought back a few and some hermit crabs.
the look on linv's face when she saw lykhan playing in the beach was oh so amazing.

linv to me is the perfect woman.
exciting and elegant and super smart !
she knew more words than i did.
her movements were graceful and i could not take my eyes off her.
she was and is the best part of my life.

i miss her but i love her more.
and if she's watching me... she'd be pissed if i was just sad all the time...
so with her fighting spirit in mind...
i will continue living.

when it comes to love... there's only 1 true love...
i dont think there can be another...
boo has my heart...
she's the kindest, sincerest, most beautiful, smart... basically everything you could ever love in a woman.
I love her with all that i am.


to linv's family...
im sorry... i tried real hard to get the fiance visa moving...
were were just waiting for her passport.
if lykhan needs new DS games let me know and i'll try sending it there.


please statesville, or anybody that i know who's following this, let me know whats happening.

sorry about not posting in this place...
i really dont like hearing about how my fiance was murdered.
and im a bit rusty in my bisaya but i still can understand a bunch of words if necessary.
sincerely
-G or rye or greg or kuya G