Readiness to respond to whatever God has in store for you, taking on a risk you never had done before and yet keeping faith that God is in control...
And learning to, day by day, not be overcome by fear in knowing that He is calling you. Letting fear and intimidation go away, and learning to accept His voice in my soul and be comforted and privileged to know that He wants me.
One thing I realize that this act of discernment is not governed by a particular time frame, but rather, governed by one's soul's acceptance of God's Calling to Come and Follow Him.
It is frightening at the same time wonderful. Why? Because it is frightening for one to know that The Lord God of Hosts, the Creator of All Things, would ever consider a person like myself to join the shepherds He has called to His Ministry. It is overwhelming also because of the feeling within oneself that is pushing one to another direction when I am in a totally different field. That's the beauty of this process called discernment. This is the act of Free Will. It is one's response to God's Call.
I will continue to pray and to discern. And no matter what I decide, I know that God loves me and that he considers me , as lowly a sinner that I am, worthy of being called into His Royal Priesthood. Worthy of being able to raise the Blessed Eucharist and to feed the elect with Spiritual and Physical Food....for the salvation of their souls.
It is, overwhelming. And for my brother here who is also considering this call, know that it is alright ...quite alright to feel this calling. For God is good. He will always make a way for us whatever we decide.
Amen.
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