There is nothing that prayer can't help solve, balong. I entreat you to do a novena to Our Blessed Mother Mary, the Mother of Perpetual Help. Resign your anger and grievances, pray for the strength to release your anger. Ask for the strength to forgive, and the strength to not be bothered by heresays. I encourage you to do a 9 day novena silently in your room. The devotional novena is powerful.
Stay positive, and tone down the hatred, balong. Hatred and anger hurts the soul. May God Bless you, Balong.
Oh Mother of Perpetual Help, grant that I may ever invoke your powerful name, the protection of the living and the salvation of the dying. Purest Mary, let your name henceforth be ever on my lips. Delay not, Blessed Lady, to rescue me whenever I call on you. In my temptations, in my needs, I will never cease to call on you, ever repeating your sacred name, Mary, Mary. What a consolation, what sweetness, what confidence fills my soul when I utter your sacred name or even only think of you! I thank the Lord for having given you so sweet, so powerful, so lovely a name. But I will not be content with merely uttering your name. Let my love for you prompt me ever to hail you Mother of Perpetual Help. Mother of Perpetual Help, pray for me and grant me the favor I confidently ask of you.
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